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Now Available!

Searching for Signal

A new poetry collection by Lori Cayer

$17.95, April 2021
96 pages, 978-1773240916
Signature Editions

Searching for Signal is a long poem that bears witness to the quotidian, disorienting shifts of grief as a father makes his way toward his death over three seasons.

This is mourning conducted in situ, the gift of observing one man quietly taking his leave and the impacted hole it leaves behind. The language is a mix of narrative lyric and fragmentary breath-spaced verse; the silences are his private silences, alluding to memory, family trauma, and shame. The hunter, the gatherer who never stopped trying for epiphanies, a daughter engaged in the same effort, frankly facing the span of a swift human lifetime that may pass without revelation or resolution.

If there is redemption, it is in the daughter bringing clarity to the physical condition of living and dying and the emotional intricacies of existence.

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About Lori Cayer

Searching for Signal is Lori Cayer’s fifth poetry collection.

Her previous books are Mrs Romanov–which was shortlisted for the Lansdowne Prize for Poetry/Prix Lansdowne de poésie, Dopamine Blunder, Attenuations of Force–also shortlisted for the Lansdowne Prize for Poetry/Prix Lansdowne de poésie. Her first collection, Stealing Mercury, was a finalist for the McNally Robinson Book of the Year Award and the winner of the Eileen McTavish Sykes Award for Best First Book in Manitoba.

Lori is a past winner of  the John Hirsch Award for Most Promising Manitoba Writer.

She is co-founder of the Lansdowne Prize for Poetry/Prix Lansdowne de poésie and was a poetry editor for Contemporary Verse 2.

Lori has lived her whole life on the now verdant bed of a glacial lake.

Author Note & Acknowledgements

Author Note

Researching and writing this book was inevitably foregrounded by the ongoing discussions and questions of being a white settler writer whose forebears lived alongside, though never quite together with, Indigenous Peoples in the near north of Manitoba and Saskatchewan.

My earliest known forebear, a blacksmith called Antoine Caillé dit Brûlefer & Biscornet, emigrated from France in the late 1600s to what was labelled “New France.” Although he is not listed as one of the known French Carignan soldiers sent to colonize the area, he nevertheless settled in the traditional territory of the Kanien’kehà:ka. He married Anne Aubry, a Filles du roi (King’s Daughter), one of over 700 young French women delivered by King Louis XIV of France to marry the single Frenchmen that preceded them.

My Ukrainian ancestors were enticed to Canada in a settlement drive in the late 1800s, both sides settling on the lands and waters covered by Treaties 1, 2, 4, 5 and 6, the traditional territories of the Anishinaabeg, Cree, Oji-Cree, Dakota, and Dene Peoples, and the homeland of the Métis Nation.

I am grateful for the opportunity to write Searching for Signal—and my previous books—on Turtle Island, on the land and waters covered by Treaty 1. I hope it does justice to the story of my father’s upbringing, without further entrenching and/or contributing to colonialist and settler attitudes and actions that brought much tragedy to, and continue to harm, Indigenous Peoples’ families, Indigenous individuals and communities, and First Nations.


Some of the lines from these poems were published in a different format in Prairie Fire Magazine. Warm thanks to the Signature Editions: Karen Haughian, Ashley Brekelmans, Heidi Harms and my editor Clarise Foster for her deft and articulate perspective. I am grateful to Maurice Meirau for his input on an early version of this manuscript and to Claire Ogden, Melanie Slavitch, Marlene Rumenovic, and Dorene Willerton. A debt of thanks to Warren Cariou for a meaningful discussion of the role of a settler poet living on colonized territory

This book would not have been possible without the enduring presence of my family. Lastly, I thank Todd Besant, my collaborator in life for his creative wisdom and support.

Searching for Signal is in memory of my father Verne Wesley Kachkowski 1937-2008, Vern with an “e”, who would have been ridiculously proud of this book.